A public apology to Cereal Soup community
Jul 21, 2017 2:32:09 GMT
Post by gilrandir on Jul 21, 2017 2:32:09 GMT
I honestly wasn't sure where to put this and you know I figured it is CS related and an apology couldn't hurt.
I'm not in the habit of issuing public apologies, in fact, this may be one of the first times I've even publically apologized to an entire community, For behaviors that I know are absolutely reprehensible and abhorrent. But I just couldn't live with the fact that I knew what I was doing was wrong and still did it anyway. There are no excuses for having a bad attitude no amount of saying that someone is having a bad day makes up for the attitude I showed both towards staff and other players. I don't wish to name anyone's names since this isn't directed at any specific person in mind but rather the cereal soup community as a whole.
You are an awesome community and you deserved better than the attitude I gave each and every one of you be it, staff or players. It doesn't matter who you are to the community you deserved better and I didn't even once treat you with any sort of kindness.
I like to say I'm a kind person but my actions disproved that and if I could go back in time and change them I absolutely would but because you can't change the past only future I'm left to basically say that I am truly sorry for any pain I have caused all of you. It was never my intention to bring in a bad attitude and everyone makes mistakes but I know for fact I screwed up. I don't feel sorry for myself because that would be wrong I would rather take full responsibilities for my actions, the community was on the receiving end of them and they really shouldn't have been. All of this is, in fact, my fault and no one else's.
I really don't expect anyone to accept this apology and to be honest if you are one of the people I upset or hurt, I wouldn't blame if you didn't want to forgive me. I just know that it never hurts to try and apologize and since I can't remember usernames very well this is the best I can do right now.
I'm not in the habit of issuing public apologies, in fact, this may be one of the first times I've even publically apologized to an entire community, For behaviors that I know are absolutely reprehensible and abhorrent. But I just couldn't live with the fact that I knew what I was doing was wrong and still did it anyway. There are no excuses for having a bad attitude no amount of saying that someone is having a bad day makes up for the attitude I showed both towards staff and other players. I don't wish to name anyone's names since this isn't directed at any specific person in mind but rather the cereal soup community as a whole.
You are an awesome community and you deserved better than the attitude I gave each and every one of you be it, staff or players. It doesn't matter who you are to the community you deserved better and I didn't even once treat you with any sort of kindness.
I like to say I'm a kind person but my actions disproved that and if I could go back in time and change them I absolutely would but because you can't change the past only future I'm left to basically say that I am truly sorry for any pain I have caused all of you. It was never my intention to bring in a bad attitude and everyone makes mistakes but I know for fact I screwed up. I don't feel sorry for myself because that would be wrong I would rather take full responsibilities for my actions, the community was on the receiving end of them and they really shouldn't have been. All of this is, in fact, my fault and no one else's.
I really don't expect anyone to accept this apology and to be honest if you are one of the people I upset or hurt, I wouldn't blame if you didn't want to forgive me. I just know that it never hurts to try and apologize and since I can't remember usernames very well this is the best I can do right now.
